Remembering why I blog...

I don't know if you have noticed, but lately I have been just blogging about the things we are up to, the things that we are doing. I have tried to leave out tons of emotions, feelings, and sentiment because this is a public blog you know? But, in doing so, I feel like blogging has not been as fun to me. It has become more of something on my to do list in order to keep my family and friends updated on our life. But, I need more. I need my blog to represent me so that someday when my children look back and read my entries, they will know who I was and who I was striving to become. They will know that I was human, that I had good days and bad days. Moments where I felt strong and others where I felt vulnerable and weak. Moments where I felt understood and others where I felt misunderstood. Moments where I saw things as they really are and as they really will become. Moments where I yearned to do more and become better, and then also moments where I felt comfortable with where I was and who I am. These are the moments in my life that define me. The moments that matter.